Do you

Sometimes i wonder if it would be good to start over

You know, just to start every thing all over again. To live life from the begining and see where it goes?

Then I wonder if anyone else feels this way

Sometimes I feel so alone. I have my girl Cat but she doesnt need my problems.
Iggy has been ignoring me. Not answering his phone, not returning my calls, not answering my emails, not replying to messages. Just tried to call him and his number said it has no service anymore

Does anyone else think that this could be it? It could be all there is

If there is an after life would I live it out with my friends and family?

Or will i just be dead

Or is there reencarnation where i come back as something else and live a new life

I dont know

Sometimes its just too hard to think and you want to sit in the dark corner and cry

So fast, So slow (part 1)

I plan to write a few of these. It may take a while but I need to write it down.

In a few days it will be a month.
At 10:30am on the 9th it will be a month since it happened.
At around 11:15am it will be a month since I heard her say to me on the phone:

"My parents are dead. Both of my parents are dead"

The morning my best forever friends life fell. The person that told me that is my girl, my Cat. Both of her parents and uncle died in a car crash that morning. It has almost been a month