My Love

My Love. My One. My Heart. My Soul. My Everything.

My Iggy.

I would walk this long road. Yes the one in the picture. I would walk it with no shoes. No clothes. No sunblock.

I would get blisters and burns on my body for my Iggy.

My heart aches when I think of him. I can feel it in my chest. Contracting tighter and tighter.

My Iggy is not here with me. He is not dead. He is just in a different country. A country that I lived in for 3 years. Now I live there part time.

We spend alot of time apart physically when one of us are away. This time it will be about 7 months.

It hurts. We both hate it. We talk on the phone multiple times a week. I constantly email him. Iggy doesn't use the Internet much though. But he loves to read all my emails.

things have to happen though. He is finally doing his dream. I have finally found something to do which will support me financially and cater to my adventurous need.

We will see each other a few times each year when I get holidays to go fly to him. He will fly here to see me whenever he can.

Its a short term physical separation. We are still together. This shall only last for around 4 years. Then we will both be set up and get to live together full time together again and do all the romantic shit that has been put on hold.

Iggy and I are going to begin 5 years together this August. We wont get to celebrate it in the same country but we will celebrate together about a month or 2 later.

Iggy is amazing. He saved my life. Without him I would be literally dead. When I met him I felt something. I don't believe in love at first sight, because love takes time. But there was something. I wanted to know him.

I trust my man. I doubt him some times.

We have had good and Bad. We have a dog too.

He broke my heart once. Almost exactly a year ago. He hurt me more than I thought he could ever hurt me. More than was bearable. I wanted to die. It hurt. I drank alot. Got alcohol poisoning. Cried for weeks. Didn't shower for days. Didn't leave the house for a while. I'm sure I will write about it next week or something.

We are good now. We know each other. All we needed was each other and for the other people to fuck off out of our business.

I could write about my man forever. Alot of my thoughts involve him.

So yes. This post introduces my Iggy. Next I guess is me.

My eyes are open,

Aune